I don’t know how to motivate myself anymore…

People love me. Kids love me. I always bring life into a room…. So explain to my why the one closest to me doesn’t notice me in one of the biggest ways possible? Is it because the media has gotten in the way? Do I need to be a size two in heels and a bikini? Am I just a freak? Do most couples be intament with one another once a month and then live their happy lives?…. Do I have a switch I can turn off, to maybe not think about it everyday?…. I don’t know, Even foods I could eat to ebb my urge to just love!! Either way you look at it I am lost in this black hole. I am wandering around between this insane state of pure bliss and Complete agony. Everything we have is perfect. We are the epitome of cute & perfect couple. Everyone sees it and says it. We love each other unconditionally and communicate like a two who have been married 50 years…. So why? Why am I so wrong all of the sudden. Why am I so “beautiful” yet so Un-sexually attractive. why do I have to lay here at night with the light from my phone staring at you, seeing how amazingly lucky I am to have you, and still second guessing if I should just turn and run before you do,second guessing that I’ll ever be enough, that I will be everything you need to breath and survive this world…

passionforpits:

True American Symbol

The Pitbull with The contradictory name

FATAL BUG wouldn’t hurt a fly: ]

Fucking adorable.

My beautiful pit, Kaya!

i call this one! Bleeding Fuzz!!

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rawesomevegan:

greatest story ever.

yes <3

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c0uth:

OH MY GOD

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Driving home from work

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froggy on my porch :D

Tattooed Tylers Back earrrrlly this morning while we were all drunk XD left his hand open to hold a gun when i tat a screaming turtle monster on the right side!!!

kori-lane:

home sweet home

the harbor <33

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